Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Wasnt gonna, but nah..

I really wasn't gonna continue blogging.. because I'm kinda disappointed coz nobody seems to be interested with my random ramblings.. although, I never really intended to blog so that everybody would read what I write. But if I say it like that, I'm kinda dis arguing what blogging really is. I mean, blogging is about sharing your thoughts with everybody in the net, right? But then again, how could you continue sharing something if nobody wants to hear/read it?

I know this sounds kinda early for me to be depressed in blogging coz I've only been here for what, like a month and a few weeks? I wasn't gonna post anything tonight, but I said to myself, what the heck, what would I lose if nobody will read my posts. I don't lose anything when I write in my diary. And diaries are supposed to be in secret.

My heart leapt for joy when someone commented on my last post. You know who you are, and thanks so much for commenting. It really means alot. So now, I'm getting kinda excited again in this blogging thing.

Wasn't gonna post anything... but.. NAH :)

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Twilight Saga

I'm reading Breaking Dawn again (I think, for the 2nd time?) and it never fails to excite me everytime I read the part wherein they are looking for their vampire friends to help them not to get killed by the Volturi because of Reneesme. And I've been thinking since last year why Meyer gave those titles to her books: Twilight, New Moon, Ecplise and Breaking Dawn. I really don't think that she just named it like that because it sounds good, I know that there's something behind that name and I, a self-confessed Twilight addict, have a theory on why those names came to be =)

1. Twilight : I don't know that exact page, chapter and the exact words on how Bella described Edward as her moon. So, as we all know, twilight is the time of the day immediately following sunset and after twilight - night time comes - therefore, there will be a moon (if it's not new moon). And so, since Bella met Edward - her mooon - in that book, she is in the period of twilight, or the period where her 'moon' is coming out.

2. New Moon : In this book, Edward suddenly leaves Bella (I will try my best not to give out Spoilers) without telling her the reason. So, as we all know, new moon is the time when it cannot be seen in any place on earth - thus, it's invisible. So since Edward, Bella's moon is gone, therefore, it is a new moon.

3. Eclipse : I know for sure that Jacob is Bella's sun. In this book, Jacob and Edward are fighting for Bella's attention and stuff. Eclipse is the obscuring of one heavenly body by another. And in this situation, the moon -- Edrawd and the sun -- Jacob, are fighting to outshine each other.

4. Breaking Dawn : (*SPOILER alert*) In this book, Bella finally became what she wanted to be from the beginning of the book. And the reason why it came to be is that her daughter almost killed her since Reneesme is not "normal". Fast forward (since it is such a think book), when Jacob saw Reneesme, this werewolf thing happened to him that made the two of them kind of like love at first sight, but stronger, much stronger. it's like the ONE. Your absolute soulmate. your one and only. Life has no meaning with out them. And so, the sun - Jacob, emerges from his heartache when he finally proved to himself that Bella will never be his. But then again, he still became a part of her life - and her family by imprinting on Reneesme - thus, the Sun emerges -- breaking dawn.

So, what do you think? Am I right or am I right? =)

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Ads.. Ads.. AND MORE ADS!

So.. I'm going to advertise my other blog here.

Actually, it's not really a blog blog. It's kinda fan fiction blog thingy. I'm kinda depressed coz when I posted my story (it's a Twilight Fan Fic so if you love twilight, you gotta see it! But if you don't, sheesh. Wth's wrong with you?! lol. KIDDING!) inFanFiction.net, nobody didn't even care to comment or give a useful and encouraging words for me. So I lost my passion (which in the very beginning was soo high that I even thought of making a real book about it.) and I stopped writing.

But then, I just figured out a while ago, why not make a blog of it? So that's what I did.

Now, all I need is a couple of followers so that SOMEone will actually read my real blog and would read my fiction blog.

Anyone?

http://beenyou09.blogspot.com

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Not supposed to do this, but WHATEVER

Like what I said in the title: Im not supposed to BLOG - but whatever.

Im supposed to do a handout for my students (ding ding ding, Im a preschool teacher) for geographt but Im too bored to start.

This boredom is really starting to freak me out. I mean, Im not THAT lazy but now, I feel sooo lazy.

Evidences of LAZINESS:

1. I don't text that much anymore - but before, I used to text ALOT. And I mean ALOT coz I paid a huge amount of money 2 weeks ago for my post paid account because I over used the priveleges of 250 free text messages to other networks.

2. I want to sleep early - HELLO? Im like the nightrider or something, I LIVE at night before I got hit of this laziness syndrome. I love staying up late but now, I feel like Im boring the hell out of my body that's why I always want to sleep early.

3. I want to sleep ALL the time - what's up with that?!

4. It's ok with me if Im hungry as long as Im not going to make/prepare food for myself - another whats-up-with-that moment! Who would want to be hungry? Surely, Im not like this because I love to eat, and I eat all the time.

So what do you think? Do I really have that sloth syndrome?